i need my luck back!

oh wow, daphne's blogging! the moon must be blue tonight!

the past few weeks have been really good, everything's been going smoothly. which makes me happy because as much as i don't really believe how EVERYONE of a certain zodiac sign will have a good/bad year, it's always nice to have a good start to a (in this case, lunar) new year, isn't it. and i THINK it's supposedly going to be a good year for us dragons, so hooray!

cny was.. just like any other year's. much time spent at my grandmother's house, which, in fact, is what we do every sunday evening so nothing very special there. oh, and there was the gambling, from which i made a net profit of A DOLLAR PLUS. haha i admit i'm very stingy when it comes to gambling, i usually bet ten cents each time, even my secondary one cousins place higher stakes than me. my mom need not worry too much that singapore's going to have integrated resorts.

then there was the visiting part. actually, we just went to my grandmother's house on all three days and all my cousins gathered there, and family friends and relatives visited throughout the days. someone said i looked japanese.. and my aunt agreed. o_O since when did i look japanese?

i finally met up with val, junqi, ziyu, ruide, marc and ced for dinner last saturday! such a pity that tong and vonn couldn't make it and don's still in taiwan. the poor guys probably got bored while we were in m)phosis (50% to 70% sale storewide!) so they left first. i feel so guilty about that omg.

oh as to why it has been a good year so far:
1) i won money at gambling! (yes it's only a dollar plus but it's still an overall WIN okay.)
2) i didn't make any blunders or embarrass myself during cny.
3) everything's been good, nothing bad or dreadful has happened, and that's enough for me.
AND.

my original contract at ocbc was supposed to end on 9th february, but it got extended til 6th march because there was supposed to be a new project to be implemented. then, last thursday, luke came to tell me that the project had been cancelled, so he asked if i wanted to work at ocbc centre south, where he works. basically it's the same place, just that it's a different tower, but they're all inter-linked. it'll probably be until june or july. so, it's kind of a blessing in disguise, cause if the project was implemented i'd probably have gotten extended for another month or two, but now that it isn't, i might get extended for another four months. for now, i just hopehopeHOPE that they haven't found someone new already.

results will be out on friday. i don't know what to expect, and i'm very scared.

things have been going so smoothly that i'm afraid my luck will run out soon. i know i'm just being paranoid as usual and too pessimistic for my own good but i can't help it! i'm prepared for the luck to run out, i'm just afraid that it'll run out before friday comes/ on friday. i'm so worried leh. and whoever tells me i don't have to worry, i will bug you with my old grandmother story of my o level results.

today wasn't very good. i don't know if my luck's really running out or if i'm just paranoid! i hope tomorrow will be a better day. aiyah this results shit is bugging me. ):